Journal? tragic...I've had this little account for this long, and I never even knew I had the ability to write a journal...Or perhaps I did at one point, and just knew I have nothing interesting to say, so I removed it from my memory...

lol, wow, with an opener like that, who wouldnt want to read this?

So here I am...on my second, week long business trip in two weeks. Boy, I do love hotel rooms. lol. But i must say, it is this moment of abject boredom...and the horrible..horrible wireless internet connection that has allowed me to jump back up on deviant art and look around for a bit. and most importantly, Thank all the people that showed my work a little love.

Though I think a few people were confused at receiving a "thanks for the Fav" message from a picture they dont even remember faving,

But I think its important to let people know that I am grateful they took the time to check out some of my stuff. and I'll be damned if some of 'um even liked a thing or two. and that makes me downright giddy.

And truly, I thinks its incredibly exciting to know someone out there likes what you do. Especially for someone who hasnt been the greatest success on this website.

I am consistently humbled by the talent that is rampant on this site. and it is both embarrassing, as well as exciting to know that all these talented people are all in one place, sharing what it is they are passionate for. And I wish I could embrace the culture of this website more fully. But as it is, I just dont have a grasp on the social dynamic that regulates an online community. and its even more tragic because I'm smack dab in the middle of that generation that's supposed to get "these things". lol, I guess im just not 'Hip' enough. (because cool people say 'hip' these days...i truly am hopeless lol)

But really, its a different world. I like to think that im a pretty social guy. and in the face-to-face-shake-your-hand 'How's your Mum' sort of way, I am. but the moment i sit down in front of the computer...I'm obscenely awkward. and I think its just kind of sad..I feel like im missing out on something that I lack the tools to be a part of. but oh-well, we soldier on.

well, it should be interesting to see if anyone will read any of my inane ramblings. who knows, I might make a habit of it if it's received wel...er...at all. lol. Thank you to those that did, and hell, dont be shy, throw out a comment or two...try to slap me out of being so damn awkward all the time. lol

Thanks

Sean

Oh...and when I get back home next Friday...I really have to remember to upload some more pictures...I have been pretty busy with work lately...so they are mostly just sketches I did on my lunch breaks...but thats all I got lol. peace